It's Been Awhile

Well it has been awhile since I have posted. Wow what a weekend and time I have had. I sure have missed my little girl and I got word today she is on her way home. Thank goodness she will bring what normalcy I have left in my life.
I did take advantage of her time away and have come to realize the bar and drinking scene is not where I want to be. I tried to keep up with my husband (you know the old saying if you cant beat em' join em') that didnt work out so well. One evening I walked away from him for several hours and he didn't seem to notice at all. I got ticked and then went to the car and was there for 25 minutes before he even came out looking. While I was there I had noticed one of the big woman he has tried to pick up on sent him a text message on his phone that he had left in his car. I blew up and just went off on him when he came out. I have realized that usually I have learned to just swallow it and not say a word. But because I had a few I ran my mouth. He is the only person to drive me crazy. I dont take crap from anyone but him because I have no where to go. Again, what to do?
The past few days have been good. I woke up the next day and said I will just not run with him to much anymore and I am going to focus on the house and my daughter. He can destroy himself if he likes I have tried to help him. So I have been mowing grass and cleaning house. Fun huh?
I will have to post some pictures soon. I love photography but just have been to screwed up to focus on that anymore. Time to find myself again.