What the F*@k

Wow - What a past couple few days I have had. The worst part is I am being to worry myself.
The weekend started of course Friday evening. As I said in my previous post my daughters trip was postponed until this week. So my "wonderful" husband decides after telling me that we need to save money and not go out so much. (remember this line) that he is going out to the bar. It's 10:45pm nothing good comes from running around that late at night. So of course I just shrug and head inside. We had been enjoying the evening just chilling outside. There is nothing more I can say and I am tired of getting mad and telling him the same old things. I am being to wonder does he want to be married? does he love me? if so why does he run all the damn time.
Saturday morning comes and we were suppose to go on a bike run with family and friends. However we have our daughter and no money. So he states I am just going to run up to the first stop and tell them high and come back. 2 hours later and he isn't back, so I call. He doesn't know when he will be back. So I say F it and head to my families with my daughter. My cousins and uncle head to have a couple drinks while my daughter stays with my aunt playing games. No call from my husband all day or evening. So in my drunken stupor I apparently called and gave him the speech that I hate him. No wonder right???? Well that leads to Sunday morning where he came home (yea he didn't come home said he stayed with his families friend) then he went right back out the door and didn't return until Monday morning to pick up his work truck and go to work. Says he stayed with his sister. Then Monday evening comes home and kisses me and acts like nothing ever happened. I haven't said a word I am afraid I am going to blow up if I do and I didn't want to start anything in front of my daughter. However tonight she leaves for Florida. That's where I am scared of what I am going to say or do. I just want to run away but I have no where to run to. It's like I am a animal caged up at the zoo. There when he wants me.
What do I do now?????