You try to do good and drama...

I realize it has been a few days since I have posted any information but I havent felt that good and the holidays really get me down. So here is the latest.

I have tried to keep to myself and just do my own thing. However I am finding that drama stills follows me. For instance...I went into my local bar on Saturday afternoon to see what in the hell is being said about me since my last drunk escapade in there. My daughter was at a friends house and I knew I was only going in for a couple and then bail out. While I was in there a regular came in that I am going to name J. J is a guy that also knows the Ex. Any ways there were a bunch of people in there and we were all doing the usual bullshit chatter about the holidays etc. As time rolls by J made a comment that he came by the house late one night about a month ago. I think to myself "ahhh that is who was banging on the door". I told him no I didnt know that and why would you come by. His response was "well why not?". "SHIT" I think to myself. J has a live in girlfriend who I find to be a complete bitch but that is besides the point. I dont have anything to do with men who are hooked up in any way shape or form. J proceeded to inform me that things have been bad for awhile and she is now sleeping in another room and has been for awhile. I do know this to be a true statement but still. I leave and pick up my daughter and we are home no more than 20 min and J shows up at the house. Of course I let him in and we talked for awhile. I lay ed it all out on the table that I am having nothing to do with him and to check back with me when she moves out. Fucking drama. I did nothing to bring that on. You can believe that because I want to keep in good graces at my local hang out. I decided to keep my stupid antics away from the home front. HA ha ha.

Lets move on to Sunday. It was a normal day I took my daughter to the mall did some laundry and just kicked back. Later that night right before bed the Ex calls and states he went and had "some words" with my sister in laws man. It seems he hit her again. OK what in the hell did I do to ask for that drama to be placed on me. I didnt want or ask him what he did this weekend. I got off the phone as quickly as possible. I dont think he understands that I dont want to know anymore. I dont want that drama. I dont call him unless it has to do with our daughter. In the past 2 months I called him 2 times. He will get a call next month that I am filing support because I looked at his account this morning. The man spent $281.00 in two days at the bars and I havent seen a dime in over 2 months. Big douche bag.

Any how what it boils down to is the fucking drama just wont go away. Please help me and take me away to a warm island where I can sit with a fruity drink on the beach all day. I am only asking for a week. Please.