Tuesday, June 17, 2008

The Aftermath

Well good afternoon. It is now Tuesday and it's been 4 days since the last episode. Kinda funny that once I returned home nothing was ever said over what occurred by my emailing the x - whore. As it should it be. I have been told that he shouldn't say anything considering with all the cheating and lying he has done I have become the type of person who doesn't trust him.

With that said the weekend was great. We hung out and partied all weekend since my daughter was away with family. I went to my fist Orioles game (in a limo) in over 20 years and they won so that was a plus.

So I can say for now things are pretty calm and ok. I just wish I could relax and I need to figure out how to do that.

Signing off for now.

D

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Yes it's been crazy

Today I learned a very hard lesson. That once your man cheats on you, you will never be able to trust him. So woman never go back after that happens because you will never forget or trust again.

Long story short. My husband and I have been together now for 18 years. Two years ago he came home and said he wanted to end things. Come to find out he was having a affair with the boss's daughter (who also) owns the company. (Straight out of a movie right) Well in the end he said he wanted his family back and he ended up in a bad motorcycle accident. So I fell for it and went back. He also lost his job I am guessing because Daddy owned the company.

A couple months later I find out he has called her and even seen her. However, he states he still wants to be with me. This causes me to go a little nutts and I check his phone and his were abouts almost every day. This leads us to today. So last night I checked his phone and saw that he called his old company so I am thinking he called her of course. So I send a email to her who in turn sends it to her boss who shoots me a email as well as calls my husband. It seems it was a innocent call about work. But because he has been a snake in the past this wasnt his first time at cheating he cheated years ago as well. He also cheated on her while I was gone for a year in the middle of all of this.

Today he is mad because I sent the email but what he doesnt realize is he made me this way. However it's my fault in the end because I took his stupid ass back.

Moral of today.....His ass is still at fault for all the cheating and lieing he has done. Once you can get out stay away from A-holes like this.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

The start.

Okay this is my first blog. Everyone said I should write down the crazy ass things that happen in my life. So here I go. I am only going to start writting from today. To start I have a beautiful daughter who is a pre-teen and has been the joy of my life. I have a husband who I have been with since I was fifteen years old and boy have we had our times. There are days I love him and days that I hate his ass. But as of today I can say I love him and I am praying he has made a positive change is his life. My parents have both passes so basically my two aunts and one uncle are my family as well as my best friends. My husbands family and I are very close. I love his Mom and sister as if they are my own.
That is it for today at least the players in my life have beed layed out to you.